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So day 96?
Yesterday i had to baby sit a 3 year old, 2 year old, and a 3 month old. GERMS GERMS GERMS. I freaked out and logan had to finish for me. Thank god the parents didn’t mind. Oh my….. Never again with the two year old. Turns out i only like my 2 year old lol
Over-all:7
Panic attacks: Not sure but alot.
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Did you know the only way to pass the rino virus (stomach flu) is fece-oral. Meaning someone craps who has recently had the rino virus, wipes, doesn’t wash, touches something, someone else touches it, doesnt wash there hands, then touches their mouth.
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PEOPLE OF THE WORLD: WASH YOUR HANDS AFTER YOU USE THE BATHROOM BECAUSE I AM WATCHING YOU. YOU’RE ALL FUCKING GROSS.
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I see this every time I go to the bathroom/restroom or a when I see something that is unsanitary.
Sometimes I get paranoid and I think I can feel the germs as they move around and destroy my my cells.
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I feel like this. :(
(via untamedasthesea)
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…and it’ll choke on me
-buffy(via josswhedonismygod)
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I got really lightheaded
Like i often do, but its freaking me out more now for whatever reason :(
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My kind of neurotic, disease prevention and disaster preparedness Valentine. Thanks, APHA.
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untamedasthesea asked: I'm so sorry your phobia is so extreme, mine is very similar to yours and I especially understand the car phobia. I hope and pray you get some relief soon, you deserve it. <3 I'm always here if you need to talk.
Thank you <3. I’m really trying to get better but its one extreme stress after another and no one can get better under these conditions. Thank you for your hopes and prayers.
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sofarfromgenuine-deactivated201 asked: :/ anxiety sucks. I completely understand not being able to control it. Do you have any "safe foods/drinks" that you'd feel okay eating when you got there to help with blood sugar levels? Maybe fruit juice, a protein/granola type bar or anything light that would raise your blood sugar level enough to avoid fainting but not give you anxiety about vomiting?
Its really complicated. I try not to eat sugar because it makes my sugar spike, insilin kick in and drop it down super low. But if it does happen, i will eat a nibble of crystallized ginger.



